Lately I’ve been trying to keep everything to myself … life is spontaneous in a way, like a keeping a secret with yourself! I just feel that I have complained about life way too much. I mean little things I will tell my friends,family and bf about. But, big things, are just things I don’t want to share … like my little own insecurities. I don’t want to be all about complaints, I don’t want to be annoying and always complaining about life. But what upsets me is when it really gets to me to the point I really have to share it with someone I trust/love then I will share it. BUT if they ignore it like whatever and ugh,….. Just proves how much, I am better off crying and venting to myself or something. I thought out of all people you would have been understanding too. Idk blah night

Ok that’s cool, when we have the deepest convo and you don’t respond or give a shit. What is the effery, you aren’t my friend …. I can’t rely on anyone and sad that can’t even rely on you …..